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就这样吧

现在除了不联络，我已无路可退。。
我想，我们，就只能是这样了。
嗯，好吧，就这样吧！


我可以爱你爱得撕心裂肺，我也可以走的干干脆脆。

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汪！

我以为一个人走，
会比较不想你。
看来，
我错了。


我是真的真的真的一点都不想你。








汪汪汪汪汪！！

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你 不 在

在我想起你的时候，
你是否也会想起我?
还是我已被你遗忘在这里了..

我想你了
可是  你不在..



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因为我爱你

最近总是不知不觉的想起你
不知道你近来好吗？
不知道你最近忙吗？

一年又过了
你想我吗？
我不知道
但我确定的是  我好想你

其实一直以来我都无法忘怀
只是总用掩饰着悲伤
逼迫自己爱上另一个他
可是结局是悲惨的

我总是把他和你比较
我知道爱情不能做比较

可是你的温柔  你的笑容
是我的伤痛


现在
我不想再忘记你
也不想再躲避你

亲爱的
你听见了吗？
我的惆怅
我的悲伤
我对你的爱
你都听见了吗？


因为爱了，所以不能放手
因为我爱你，所以放不了手



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一个人

一个人
到哪儿都可以
到哪儿都孤单

在这里
风景如画
手里的相机
拿起了又放下
反反复复
我不知该从哪儿开始记载

这一切
来得太快
爱得那么忘我
痛得那么明白

我不属于这里
我们都别委屈了
人到分叉路口是该分离

我
一个人
到哪   都好。



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GG.com

"Only when the last tree has died,
the last river poisoned,
and the last fish caught,
will we realise we cannot eat money"
Cree Indian saying.


Love the Earth, people
'cause we CAN'T eat money.

Go Green!
GG.com
=____=


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Idea strikes, CMY wrote.

Sky thunders, rain fall.
Cmy sleepy, train departed.

Wind howls, leaves dropped.
Cmy lazy, assignments molded.

Spring comes, winter gone.
Cmy happy, holiday coming.

Cmy =) , Cmy ♥
Cmy nya nya~~


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Smile~ ♥

Your smile melts my heart.
Can you do me a favour please?
Just.. Just smile to me again~

Your smile is like honey.
Soothed the wounds in my heart.
I like the way you smile.
I just love the way you smile.

The world is becoming new.
Flowers blooming in the cold winter.
Just.. Just shot me with your smile~
BANG! ♥




p/s you're not my cup of tea, you're just cute with your smile. =P

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Monday

Wheeeee~ This morning someone helped me to print my biology stuff!! Teehee~ I think he or she didn't did that on purpose. Most probably click the wrong file and swipe her printing card~ Woooohooooo.. So it saves me $2.20.. Buahahaha~ Thank youuuuuu very muchiiiiiii~~

Anyway, just want to tell everyone how's the printing job works in RMIT. First, we need a printing card. Then, you go to the slim slim de macine and swipe your card there. After that, it will shows your credit balance. After that, feed the machine some money and press the "End" button and you'll have credit in your printing card. Then, go to your computer to print your stuff. Choose the correct printer and go over to the printer, choose your file which will have your student ID beside it. Click click then swipe your card. Then the printer will print your stuff! Fun right? xD Swipe swipe swipe~ That's why I like printing in uni.=) But it's kinda expensive though, IF convert to Ringgit. =(

Ohh, and I got myself a new bag~ Baggie baggie~~ It costs me 50 aussie dollar! Which is around RM150. D:< Expensiveeeee but I still ♥ it. Lol~ It's called Country Road by the way. ^^ I didn't saw this pattern or colour in other outlet but yesterday when I went to somewhere kampung in Melbourne, I saw it and I bought it after taking it in hand for quite a long time. =.= RM150 is not for fun wei~ Hahaha..

Then hmmm.. Ohh, another new item into my life. My handphone. I got Nokia X6 from network 3. At first before I come here, I'm thinking of getting Iphone~ But when I reach here, everything need $$. So, what to do? Just choose a cheap cheap one lo~~ I still ♥ my Nokia X6 though. It has 16G of memory so I don't have to worry about no memory for my music. =) I need music BADLY because it'll be boring to listen to the train conductor about look before you step out of the train, what is the next stop, prepare the ticket for checking and bla bla bla. =_______=

So, with my new bag and with my new handphone, I'm going to start my new uni life *without my mom, sadddddd ='( * !!

p/s Mom went back Malaysia last night. I wanna go home tooo!!! ='(

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Not used to & Used to


So I have been in Australia for nearly one month liao. There's still things that I'm not used and they are really getting on my nerves. :'(

I'm not used to:
1. The cold weather here.
2. The time passing so fast.
3. Spending one hour plus sitting on train from home to uni.
4. Spending another one hour plus standing on train from uni to home.
5. Wearing thick clothes every single day.
6. All the ang mo accents around me.
7. Going to class and come out not knowing what the lecturer is talking about.
8. Think more than twice when buying something.
9. Converting Aussie dollar to Ringgit everytime I see I like.
10. Not having lunch but have heavy dinner.
11. Seeing couples kissing around the platforms/train stations.
12. Seeing ah mu using Iphone while I'm using my Nokia X6.
13. Seeing ah pek listening to Ipod while I'm listening to the broadcast in train.
14. Spending $220.30 every month just for transportation.
15. Not having time to watch dramas.
16. Everything that I am not used to.

Anyway, there's still something that I have already get used to.
I'm used to:
1. Sleeping in train (to uni and back from uni).
2. Being alone in uni during lunch break.
3. Watching cute guys walking around.
4. All the "Ohh.. You speaks Mandarin!" from China coursemates.
5. Hanging up clothes and not washing them.
6. Wear socks anywhere I go.
7. The warmth provided by electric blanket.
8. Everything that I am supposed to get used to.

So the conclusion is.. I need to get used to all the "not used to". CMY jia you~~ =')







But
I'm tired
and I refused to go out.


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Melbourne, Uni, Unlucky days.

Nya nya peeps! It's been a while since I've last updated my bloggie. Teehee~ I'm sowieee~ It's all because I'm TOO lazy  busy. Hehe.. So gonna update a bit about my life here? Okie dokie~

So I reached Melbourne on the 15th of July. Nothing much at the custom. They just have a look at the things we declared and just like tat. After that, brother came to fetch then went back to his home at Geelong. It's nice here. But colder than Melbourne city because it's further away. It's my first time staying at a place during winter time. IT'S JUST SO COLD!! I didn't expect winter to be SO cold but it is really damn cold. If you turn to sleep on one side of your bed and when you want to turn back, it's freezing colddddd! So I kept on waking up in the middle of the night. But now it's wayyyyyy better cuz my sister-in-law gave me an electric blanket!! *tada~* xD

Anyway, after the first few days here, I went to my uni to sort things out. Then haven't got my eCoE, so I need to miss the first 3 days of classes. =_____= I went to uni on Wednesday to get my eCoE and went to register and so on so on. After that, I went to see one of my lecturer. He's a nice guy. A Brazil people, look like Santa Claus! Haha. He said he'll take care of me and... *we'll see~ xD*

Thursday came at last. And I dreaded to go to uni because I'm all alone and I'm scare. I have phobia of going to places alone for the first time. Especially to classes and so on. It's killing me to have all eyes on me. >.< But I have no choice but to go to class because I just have to. *sigh* But everything went smoothly except I didn't make any new friends. I mean we just smile, exchange name and that's all. Ohh, except for a girl. Her name is Reem, speaks Arabic with her sister so I just assumed she's Arabian. We talked and exchange number and kinda close I guessed? Haha. She's a nice person and she's new too. So that's cool. =3

Then Friday is my worse day. I had class on 10.30am and I need to catch a train on 8.42am. But I'm late so my brother drop me at South Geelong station. Who knows the ticketing counter and the side I should be waiting for the train is at the opposite side. So I need to go through the underground tunnel to the other side. But I don't know how to get to the underground tunnel. And I'm so nervous. I'm scare I missed the train. So I ran to the right hand side of the platform, expecting to find staircase to go down, but there's NONE. So I ran to the left  hand side and there's NO staircase too! Then my brother saw and he shouted and say "Not on the platform, stupid. Just there!" Only that time I saw a path going down to the tunnel. *Kanasai, I shouldn't have gone to the platform* All the people waiting for the train at the other side of the plateform kept on looking at me and my daddy running on the platform like crazy. *throw face >.<*

That's the first unlucky thing on Friday. After that, I boarded the train without any trouble and I reached uni. Everything was ok until I realised I need to fill my water bottle because my mum said just get water in uni, no need bring so heavy stuff all the way. The water machines are not working!! Arghhhh.. I pour out the last bit of water in my water bottle before I realised the water machines all die. Sigh.. 可怜虫~ So I just went to lecture without water and I "died" in the lecture theatre.

It was so dark and the lecturer was simply mumbling and getting me to snooze. The ang mo in front of me was tall so I just hide behind her and close my eyes. *I'm getting sick that time anyway, so can't really concentrate =____=* So after the 2 hours of lecture, I went home. But my unlucky incidents didn't stop here. Once an unlucky event gets on you, you'll be unlucky for one whole day. Because my brother said he gonna come to the city with my parents and sister-in-law, so I just bought one way ticket to city that morning. And who knows? He's sick too so can't come to city and I got to go home alone with train. But my ticket expired already. I can't take the train from Melbourne Central station which is just beside my uni to North Melbourne Station to go back Geelong. Unless I buy another ticket to North Melbourne and another ticket again to Geelong. (it'll be too expensive) So, what to do? Wait for the FREE city circle tram lo.. Who knows I waited and boarded the tram at the wrong side and I went further and further away from Southern Cross station, the station that I need to go to go back to Geelong. x___x

I got no choice but to stay in the tram and waited for it to stop at Spencer St. Poor poor me. Waited for so long because Spencer St. is a few stops before the stop I boarded the train. >__< After I reached home, I feel so sick that I just directly went to sleep. ZzzZzzZzz..

Aihh.. Damn soi one la me.. On Thursday I missed a train and the next train I catch just die on the railway at the platform after I sit down. *shit* And the train move a bit then die again, then move a bit and die again. Damn lousy. At last they just simply find a nearest station and throw us there and we wait for the next train. The next train finally come, finding nearly 100 plus of people waiting at the dark platform and we boarded the train, finding every places are full. So I stand for one hour plus to get back to Geelong. =________________=

So I think that's all the updates from me la. All the soi soi stuff. Tsk tsk tsk.. *shake head*
p/s it's a long post i know. Bear with me. Just want to shoo away the unlucky things by telling it out. LOL~ Untill next time people~ ♥

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I ♥ Gatherings!!

Tonight I am so happy!! Teeheee~ ♥
Beacuse we have GATHERING!! ^^
At first we all said go to Shabu shabu,
who knows when we reach there,
it's closed. D:

But nevermind~
There's always a place for a bunch of CRAZY people!
Hehehehe~
So lastly, Noodle House is chosen to be a place for us to GONE MAD.
Woooooooohooooooooooo~

We took tonnes and tonnes of PHOTOS.
Even the waiter came and ask if they can take our photos and put in facebook!
Got a bit = 3= anyway.
Hahaha

What else can I say
Tonight is a GREAT night out!
♥ you guys~


p/s 1: Need to write down who went tonight because you know, I'm OLD~ So I can't let myself forget~~ =P
So tonight we had me, Winny,Esther Siong, Diana,Iris, Roland and his gf- Esther, Martin, Haw Jeng, Darren, Kee Hung, Zeng Gu, Chloe, Shi Kai and Clarence~

p/s 2: Off to Australia in 1 day time. *nervous!*

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CMY lost? Ehehe~ =P

Yuhooo~
I'm lost for quite many days.
Why?
Teehee~
Because lazy marrrr..
Hahahaha..
Okie dokie
 Not to break my promise,
I'm going to update about my stuff lately.
Hehe~
So, hmmm, okay.
I'm crazy about rabbit right now~
Tukki tukki~~ ♥
But anyway, I only got a tukki phone hanger now.
(p/s is it called a phone hanger? Aiyo, just something that hang on ur handphone la~ xD)
 I need other rabbit stuffffff.. *cries*
For example,
Something like this!
流氓 tukki～～ LOL ♥♥
p/s I ♥ the black one and I'm leaving Malaysia soon~ So *wink wink* *hint hint* XD
So I guess that's all about my ♥ for tukki.

Then yesterday, 28/6/2010, my MUFY result is out! Finally =)
I got HD for all my four subjects!!
*happy happy*
But for the overall course my MUFY mark only 304.9
Then I need 305 to enter the environmental engineering course in Monash University.
0.1 mark \(= 3=)/
Anyway, I don't feel like to go to Monash.
So guess I'm going to RMIT~ =D
But everything is not confirm yet.
Still need wait for my official transcripts so I can certify my results for RMIT.
=)

Hehehe~
I think that's all from me for these few days~
Later peeps! ^^

p/s don't forget, CMY ♥ TUKKI! *wink wink* xD

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New template~ >=D

Nya nya~ I got my bloggie a new template!!
Yeay sheepieeeeeee. >=P
Cute or not? Teeheehee~~ ♥♥
Anyway, kinda long time didn't update my bloggie already. Heh~
There are not much new stuff in my life now.
STILL.BORING. =(

Every morning woke up around 6 and go to walk with parents.
They said I'm TOO fat. =(
So, now can count as trying to slim down?? Lol~

Then second new stuff is Ee Jia kena maktab.
Congratulations la Amu~ =P
Go Perlis need to take care o~
You haven't go I already miss you liao. =(
Must always find me ohh. ♥
Hehe

Hmmm and another new stuff is
I ♥ 林峰's new song!
直到你不找我
It's from his new HK drama~
It's SO NICE!! Teeheeheee
Totally in love with him/ his song right now~
Lalalalala~~ ♥


And and and
I realised I kept on using ♥ nowadays.
Hehe~
Anyway, I don't care~~
Lalalalalala~ =P

I guess that's all for now~
Nya nya~ ♥


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Bye Sunway and Hello Sibu! =D

Nya nya~ I'm back to Sibu already. Huhu~ So so so so so so tired la.. Actually I don't plan to sleep because my flight is 0655 so I need to go to airport around 4am like that. But then at last I still fall asleep. Hahaha.. I set my alarm 3am. But then, I overslept. =( Luckily my housemate next door come over to my room around 0345 and woke me up. Hehe.. So the taxi arrive around nearly 4am like that and I start my journey to LCCT. The whole way I talked and talked and talked with Amy and Christine and they said why I'm so so so so so talkative this early morning. LOL. I also don't know why~ Hahaha..

Then after we check in all our stuff and everything (luckily I didn't exeed the baggage limit. It shows 30.9kg, but the person in charge didn't charge me. Thank you!! =DD), we went into the waiting hall and I was so hungry, so went to bought a sandwich. Rm5 le.. =.= After bought it, they called for boarding already.. Urghhh.. So I just munch munch munch while queue up. Hehe~

After around 2 hours of flight, which I basically sleep through the whole journey, I reach my kampung!! Sibu~ Hahaha.. After that I went to Sing Kwong with my mum. Today's Monday so no plastic bag available, so they gave us a box instead. (=_________=) It's the first time I saw people buy stuff using boxes la~ The cashier put all the vege and stuff into a box then seal it up. My face was totally =.= hahahaha.. Anyway, my kampung is cute~ LOL.. p/s it's not me who said Sibu is a kampung but the newspaper at KL there wrote "首相造访诗巫，轰动全村。”lol.. So Sibu is a kampung eh?

Hmmm.. Kinda hard to believe I finish my foundation year already. Just finish just.like.that. JUST.LIKE.THAT. Gahhhh.. Cannot deny I actually missed Sunway and I missed my roommate and my housemates. Sigh.. But what to do? I'm in my kampung already. Hahaha.. I'll go back to Sunway one day!! =)

So, bye Sunway and hello Sibu, my kampung~~ ♥
我好想你们！！有缘再见吧～ ^^

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Good.Bye.Mufy =')

Finally it's time to say good bye to my foundation year- Monash University Foundation Year (MUFY). I've learnt a lot from it and also gain lots and lots of things other than just knowledge. So now since I have finished my last paper, I'm freed! Hehe. Actually I thought I would gone wild like when finish SPM, but it's not really that way. I just hand in the paper calmly and just.like.that.

After my paper, I went to Shogun with Amy, Christine, Jia Yee and Qi Yen. And I was so happy to see Amy so I kept on laughing because it feels like ages since I saw her!! Hahaha.. So we ate and ate and ate there and then after around 2 hours of eating, all of us basically crawl out of the restaurant. SO FULL!! > < So we walked around in pyramid to help in the digestion process. Hahaha.. Then we even took photos in Jusco.. =.= Lame lame us.. Hahaha~ But nevermind la, it's the last time all of us going out together ady~ So we just played and fooled around.. Teeheeheeee~ ♥

Anyway, I'm too tired to type too much now. I'm kinda exhausted. > < So just want to say thank you to all of you for being my friends for this whole year. And sorry if I ever made any of you unhappy. I did not do that on purpose (I hope.. LOL! Just kidding wei~). So urm, guess that's all. Not really good at saying good bye but
GOOD.BYE.MUFY.&.ALL.MUFYIAN~



p/s Enjoy your holiday peeps!!! >=D

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Friday Night + Old Bloggie = No study >=D

Today is FRIDAY~ Friday night is supposed to be a fun fun night out. But me? Aduhai, stay at room here so hardworking munching through my Physics notes and past year question papers. So hardworking la~ Aiyo, why CMY so hardworking one leh? Kept on revising Physics leh.. Tsk tsk tsk.

Because ahh, the truth is she didn't study at all, those are just her imagination of "An ideal day of revising physics". Ehhh, not no study AT ALL la. Still got a bit bit gehh. Just not much nia. LOL!

Anyway, I found my previous bloggie~ The friendster one. I thought I deleted it but I didn't leh. Then I went back into it and read again. Hmmm, many emo posts. Hahahaha. And I realised I wish myself happy birthday at the blog there starting from 16, 17 and my last post is 18. I'm 19 now. SO OLD! When I looked back, I recall quite many things. But some I just cannot remember anymore. So it's kinda good to have a blog sometimes. It can play a role as a diary also. To jote down the things that are memoriable for us. Although when the thing happen, you'll think "Ohh, I'll sure remember this forever and ever. I'll not forget it." But the truth is, it is not like this at all. We tends to forget. Out of sight, out of mind and out of heart. So me previous bloggie is good although it is quite emo and quite crazy. Teeheehee~ Here's a link if anyone want to have a look and know my past? xD http://mingyin.blog.friendster.com/

Okay la, guess that's all from me for today. Roomie kept on pressing calculator and revising. Gimme so much pressure. People press calculator, I press keyboard. Too bad, too bad. Lol. So I'm going to start revising Physics now la. (p/s it's 11.33pm when I am typing this sentence) =.=

P/s Mai gimme pressure la wei~~~ > <

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