Happy

Please,

Be very happy.

I mean,

Be very very happy.

Extremely happy.




So that they don't look for the sadness in you. 

And so

I sit there
And I waited

And I waited


And I waited



But you never came

And that's kind of sad really








:)

The sudden urge to smile.
A really big smile. 
:)

就这样吧

现在除了不联络,我已无路可退。。
我想,我们,就只能是这样了。
嗯,好吧,就这样吧!


我可以爱你爱得撕心裂肺,我也可以走的干干脆脆。

Thank You

Thanks for acting like you cared, and making me feel like I'm the only one. 


At least you acted.I'm contented.

汪!

我以为一个人走,
会比较不想你。
看来,
我错了。


我是真的真的真的一点都不想你。








汪汪汪汪汪!!

你我 太相似
我不说
你不说

后来 
我说 我想你了
你说 你也想我了

再后来 
我说 我们在一起吧
你说 我们做朋友吧

后来的后来
我不说了
我什么都不说
死都不说
憋死自己

再后来的后来
你也不说
你什么都不说
死都不说
憋死了我

最后
我说
我放弃了

最后的最后
你说
.................


原来到最后的最后,
还是我一个人自己说。

A new card :)

Wheeeeee~ Another card being made. Totally in card-making mood lately. :) And this time, it's Jeanne's birthday! :D It's not quilling anyway~


Front view


Page 2~
p/s page 3 is confidential though~ :P



Back view with barcode AGAIN! :DD

So happy birthday again lah Jeanne dear~ Welcome to the group of 20th! Ngiek ngiek ngiekkkk.. :PP

Handmade Cards! Quilling~ :D

Hmmm.. Got a bit long time didn't update my bloggie le. Hehehe.. Anyway, I did a few birthday cards in these few weeks time. Teeheee.. And I feel like putting them here in my bloggieeeee.. WHEEEEEE~ So here it goes! 



Card made for Stephy :)

Card made for a friend of mine in uni. :)

Closer view :D


First time I did quilling. For my sister in law. :)

Closer view. 

Card I just made today for my brother. Belated birthday though. :P And it's Nikon weiiii.. LOL


It's a cameraaaa.. Hahaha.. Front view. 


It's the back view. It's barcode. Dont really look like though. But still.. It's a barcode. :)


你 不 在

在我想起你的时候,
你是否也会想起我?
还是我已被你遗忘在这里了..

我想你了
可是  你不在..



幸福

我还以为幸福离我不远了
可是现在我发现
它  又走远了
:(



很sad

我已放下他,想向你走去。
请不要嫌我走得慢。
请不要怪我太小心翼翼。
因为我不知道你是否会像那个他一样,
突然就这样离我而去,
剩下我  就剩我  一个人。


我不是不在乎天长地久,
只是比较在乎曾经拥有。

并不是每个人都有看透别人真心的能力,
可是如果你看得到,
请你好好的珍惜。





Yuhooo~

Yuhoo yuhoooo~ Today is SUNDAY! :D Feel kinda light and happy today. Wonder why? I have noooooooooo idea! Hahahahaha.. Anyway, I'm kinda into a few things lately. I was so into paper quilling not long ago and I bought kinda lots of paper for it. But I HAVE NOT started anything yet. :P Just in case anyone don't know what paper quilling is, it's an art thingy. You can turn papers into flowers and all other things by just rolling them.(WOW! LOL~) I'm not good at describing anyway. So I will just let's the pictures do the talking. :) [p/s: I got all these photos from blogs of those expert quillers and also from the internet. Hope there's no any copyright problems >.<] I myself only did quilling once. I made a birthday card and give it to my sis in law. :D Too bad all the photos that I took are blurrrrrrrr.


 3D Quilling. Cool huh? :D

 Flowers :)

 I just love these grapes! Look so cute! :P


 Giraffe & Zebra 

 Palm of life

Circles of  

Hmmmm.. Other than quilling, I'm rather into handmade stuff lately. Don't know why though. Teeheee.. And the thing is erm.. erm.. ermmmmm.. Sighhhh. I'm BAD at describing stuff. Totally BAD! So pictures again. :P [photos are from internet again~ :)]





It's a DIY stuff and the materials are mainly non-woven cloths and needles and threads. Hehe.. All of them are so cute!! I MUST AT LEAST MAKE ONE! So I'm going to see if Sibu sell these stuff or not and see if I have the time at home to make it or not. Teeheee.. Actually just like Stephy said, I have the time but the problem is I'm lazyyyyy.. Ehehehehe~ :P [Oopsss.. If Stephy is looking at this, she will know I MIGHT make this for her. But I don't think she know my bloggie~ Nya nyaaaaa :PPP]

Anyway, I'm kinda into all these things lately and I bought paperS for the quilling but I have yet to start it. :P So my mom is practically nagging away say I always see something and feel like doing it then when I really wanted to start doing it, I will become lazy. What she said is true though. :P But I think I won't let go such a cuteeeeeee baby~ I will sure make something. Maybe for you~ Maybe for myself~ Nyahahahahahaha.. *Ki dai rio~* :P


因为我爱你

最近总是不知不觉的想起你
不知道你近来好吗?
不知道你最近忙吗?

一年又过了
你想我吗?
我不知道
但我确定的是  我好想你

其实一直以来我都无法忘怀
只是总用掩饰着悲伤
逼迫自己爱上另一个他
可是结局是悲惨的

我总是把他和你比较
我知道爱情不能做比较

可是你的温柔  你的笑容
是我的伤痛


现在
我不想再忘记你
也不想再躲避你

亲爱的
你听见了吗?
我的惆怅
我的悲伤
我对你的爱
你都听见了吗?


因为爱了,所以不能放手
因为我爱你,所以放不了手



扫尘-ing :D

好久没有update我的bloggie了。= = 上一次刚开始blog的时候,还跟Iris讲叫她不可以blog到一半就没有blog了。可是现在是我没有写吧~ 嘻嘻~ 不好意识啦dear~  :P 看回上一次写的东西是在澳洲写的,现在我都回到诗巫好就好久好久了。我11月9号就飞到新加坡,然后14号到古晋,然后16号再回到诗巫。所以,算算下来,我回到诗巫已经1个月了。



这一个月里面,我觉得我好像做了很多事情,也好像什么都没有做。唉~ 家里装修,楼上的冲凉房,楼下的厨房和冲凉房都有了新面貌。虽然装修的面积不大,可是灰尘,杂物的面积可大了。= = 哎,真是的~所以最近我的时间都花在整理屋子,粉刷墙壁还有其他琐碎的事情。都没有啥时间做自己的事情。可是你问我,自己的事情是什么啊?............... 我也不知道也。= = 就是。。就是。。就是有自己的事情做嘛~~>_______<


其实,我有去打工的。在一间英文补习中心当个打杂的。其实也不是打杂啦~ 就是有什么事情需要我,我就帮忙咯~ (Teddy小声说:所以就是打杂咯~) =__________= 好吧,那我就是个打杂的。哈哈哈~ 不过做了两个星期,我就没做了因为有太多自己的事情要做。xD 实在是有点对不起老板娘,因为他们还挺需要人手的。= = Paiseh啦,老板娘~


嗯~~这一个月里面还有什么事情啊?哦~对了,成绩出了!这半年的大学我应该算是没有白混吧。考得还好啦,没有太差。两个HD, 两个Di. 对我来说不错了啦~ 嘻嘻~ 是大学的第一个大考叻。:D 下个学期也得加油加油了。^^




Hmmm.. 好像也没有什么东西讲了。放假就是这样,什么mood都没有。每天都懒懒散散地过着。突然有点想念书了~可是.. 还是算了吧~~xD 本来想学学韩语的。可是自己上网学就是没有那种毅力,不能够一直专心的学。= = 所以很多东西都是说说而已。唉~ 是时候该该掉这个坏习惯了。哈哈哈~ 还是说说就好吧,菜包~~ :P





今日名言:说说就好~ xP





19th September 2010 ♥

It's 19th of September now.
Time passes so fast.
I just can't believe it.
I've been here for around 2 months.
>=O

MY GOD!
Time is really merciless.
I even feel I'm aging here.
Looking older, thinking older.

Anyway, I found something here.
Something that I like.
I like the scenery here.
I like the flowers and plants here.
So I took lots of pictures.
I realised I like photography.
=)

Besides that,
I realised there are times where I can't keep everything in my camera.
So I will just stop and try to keep all the things into my mind.
=D

Other than that,
I also realised I start to know how to relax myself.
And even how to control myself!
That's quite *gasp* for me myself.
XP

Moreover,
I realised I have lots of things to say.
But it is always hard for me to say it in words.
There's too much that happens here that I can't really express in words.
^^

Last but not least,
I realised I'm getting lazy.
So I gotta end this post.
Smile~



一个人

一个人
到哪儿都可以
到哪儿都孤单

在这里
风景如画
手里的相机
拿起了又放下
反反复复
我不知该从哪儿开始记载

这一切
来得太快
爱得那么忘我
痛得那么明白

我不属于这里
我们都别委屈了
人到分叉路口是该分离


一个人
到哪   都好。



GG.com

"Only when the last tree has died,
the last river poisoned,
and the last fish caught,
will we realise we cannot eat money"
Cree Indian saying.


Love the Earth, people
'cause we CAN'T eat money.

Go Green!
GG.com
=____=


Idea strikes, CMY wrote.

Sky thunders, rain fall.
Cmy sleepy, train departed.

Wind howls, leaves dropped.
Cmy lazy, assignments molded.

Spring comes, winter gone.
Cmy happy, holiday coming.

Cmy =) , Cmy ♥
Cmy nya nya~~


Smile~ ♥

Your smile melts my heart.
Can you do me a favour please?
Just.. Just smile to me again~

Your smile is like honey.
Soothed the wounds in my heart.
I like the way you smile.
I just love the way you smile.

The world is becoming new.
Flowers blooming in the cold winter.
Just.. Just shot me with your smile~
BANG! ♥




p/s you're not my cup of tea, you're just cute with your smile. =P